Profoundly Very Romantic

After bidding goodbye to him, I thought it was the last time seeing him again this year of April 4, 2010. It was said he would be leaving the country middle of May and has no time of going back home. We where busy on our works and also was sick and he was busy on his processing but he didn't pass on his medical exam, was afraid what went wrong so he had to undergo heavy diet. His schedule of leaving was extended.

I have been praying that we could see each other again and it was heard. He got the week long of no training and despite of the frustration to get back on the job this May we were happy then. I went back to the apartment so we could finally see each other again this May 26th . After a day he went to travel to go see me. What I like most about him was he really see to it that we could see each other despite the distance.

Things where really different when I am with him. Us being together was the happiest day of my life. The romance was there present every second. Finally I could kiss and hug him again like I wanted before. Second meeting of ours was funny and very romantic than the first. We do crazy stuff and watch movie. We stroll around the mall and talk a lot. Sometimes I was being jealous of his stories even it was only for fun. Even though people in the apartment was not being nicely hospitable towards him it was ok. Important is we had each others arms to be together. Spending some time with him was great and we make it memorable for he would be leaving weeks after.

But then again he had also to go home to his family to fix things up while he is gone. I prevent him from going home and let him extend for 1 day. I cried a night before for I can't carry on if he would be far away. But I have to be strong for both of us. He made me strong and I trust him that much. I was to selfish with him to his family so I have to let him go home. But we went home together for I was sick. Asking him to go with him for I don't want to be alone in the apartment even though I have to go home on friday. I can't wait for friday to get home, all I want was to be with him while traveling on a ferry. I really enjoy a lot and feel safe when we travel and ride on a ferry.

That ended our memories in my apartment. I miss our days and nights together. The feeling was a lil bit crazy but it was intimate profoundly very romantic. He makes me feel that way, the love is all over and as being as one. I miss looking at him while he was sleeping or feeling his warmth body, his breath and his heartbeat. I miss hugging him while we were asleep. I miss the whole him. This was sad but it has to be. Even no promises I will be waiting for him to come home.

Realization

For a relationship to be secure you need to know you can ask the other person anything, and get an honest answer, and that you can tell them anything and be listened to.

Love you forever and forever

Love you forever and forever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we're together
Love you when we're apart.


We celebrated our 3 monthsary together not only through phones. It's our first monthsary together. So this is how it feels being with your love one on a monthsary.

For 3 months and the whole week we our together I feel I knew him on the past and as if we were together for a very long time. How amazing our relationship is coming on a faster phase. How it has been stable for 3 months and going stronger.

We been very affectionate with each other and feeling of not letting him go away on my eyes. I can't wait to be with him everyday and every night. I misses the things we did like listening to music, cooking, eating, reading and chatting together. But I know time is fast and we could do this again.

To my honeytubes... praying for your safe journey ahead. How sad it is you will be more far away from me but rest assure I will wait for you here. Now that we have really the connection, I will takecare of it and conquer all hindrances and temptation that may crash our relationship. FOr better or for worst I will always love you deep down in my heart.